A DJ Saved My Life Tonight
There was one time, back in 1997, when the girlie I was then rolling
with and I were driving from Tacoma to Seattle (props to the
Emerald City) and we got on an incredible radio streak: one great song
after another, and they weren’t even all on the same station;
one song would end, I’d start to flip through other stations and then run
into the beginning of another great song. It was almost like magic. It
was early autumn, the late afternoon, and the Pacific Northwest was
doing that thing that it does so well: look unbelievably gorgeous. It
was an incredibly beautiful forty minutes.
I’ve only had one other great radio streak like that, and that was back
in 1988, when my big bro, our homies, and I were making the
post-midnight, mid-summer drive from Madtown to Fresno to go to a dance
club that had just opened up. (How’d we find out about the club? A few
weeks earlier, we had been at a Fresno Carl’s Jr., and, while I was in
the restroom, some young college girls who were hanging around in the parking lot had mooned our table. When I
came back to the table, I was quickly informed of what I had just
missed. I’ll be honest, I felt left out, so I went outside to talk to the young
ladies and ask them what was going on. They made mention of a club at
which they could shortly be found. Isn’t life great? Back, though to
the story.) As we merged onto Highway 99, we caught the beginning of a
dance music mix. I can't remember clearly anymore, but it may even have been a mega-mix.
You know how it is: The first song’s killing you, the speakers are bumping,
and everybody in the car is bobbing their heads to the beat, happy as hell. Then, as
you sense that you'getting to the end of one song, you stop moving, tensing up with
anticipation, waiting
to hear what song is going to start playing next, hoping that it’s not going to be a weak song that’s going to
kill the vibe. But that night the deejay was locked in tight; every
pounding track mixed into another pounding track, and it was almost
like a miracle. We were delirious with music-induced joy by the time we pulled
up to the club, and we danced our ecstatic brains out. It’s great to be
young.
It’s hard to get those kinds of experiences anymore, to find anywhere a
series of lovely songs strung so beautifully together, intentionally or
not, but, thanks to iTunes and my iPod, I had just that experience
a couple of days ago.
I’ve got a list of songs, entitled, appropriately, Song List on my rig,
and, if I happen to read about or hear of a new band or a song to which I should listen, I’ll
make an addition to the list. Then, when I get a chance, I’ll look to
see if those songs are available on iTunes. If they are and I like the
thirty-second samples, I'll download them and then transfer them to my
iPod.
Obviously, then, the list is pretty random, so when I play my iPod through my car stereo
as I’m driving to or from wherever, I’ll sometimes find that I’ve accidentally
created a great grouping of songs. A recent miracle grouping occurred when I downloaded back to back Got Your Money, by Ol' Dirty
Bastard; Inside and Out, by Feist; and Shout to the Top, by The Style
Council. The one before that was from I May 2005, when I got Before We
Begin, by Broadcast, Black Is Black, by Jimmy Ruffin, and I Haven't Got
Anything Better to Do, by Dee Dee Warwick. Who knew that Dionne had a little sister?
The all-time great grouping is made up of these three songs that I downloaded 4 September
2005, : As You Turn to Go, byThe 6ths;
Don't Wanna Know About Evil, by Beth Orton; and Dry the Rain, by The
Beta Band.
I first heard As You Turn to Go, as it played over one of the last scenes
of Pieces of April, a nice little movie, and, though the song didn’t really fit the scene, it just about crushed me.
Relevant lyrics:
Let there be a record of your gorgeous voice
The turn of phrase that filled my days with joy
Something like Bing singing soft and low
As you turn to go
Furthermore:
I know I'm not supposed to say I’m sorry
I know you’ve had more loves than Mata Hari
But you know you’re the star of my life story
And I’m so sorry
In Conclusion:
Let the poets struggle to describe your heart
Your art of love and your love of art
Well, if you ever loved me
Tell me so
As you turn to go
If you ever loved me
Tell me so
As you turn to go
If you ever loved me
Tell me so
As you turn to go
It’s just a voice and a dude playing a zither (Yeah, I had no idea what
a zither was; I had to look it up.), and the wistful sadness is
overwhelming.
But then on the next song Beth Orton sings I don't wanna know 'bout evil/ Only wanna
know about love about a billion times over a William Orbit beat, and
I’m not so sad anymore. I just want to drive faster. I have no idea
what the song is about (sample lyrics: Sometimes it gets so hard to
listen/Hard for me to use my eyes/And all around the gold is
glistening/Making sure it keeps me down to size… Say what?), but Beth
Orton is one of my favorite singers, and I could listen to her sing the
first five chapters of Life of Pi and actually enjoy those chapters for a change ('cause, otherwise, that
book is weak).
And then there is The Beta Band. I’d first heard Dry the Rain in High
Fidelity, a real snoozefest of a movie (Stephen Frears + John Cusack =
a really boring movie), but the soundtrack was great. Dry the Rain gets
off to an okay/pleasant start, and you think to yourself that listening
to it is gonna be an okay/pleasant experience: not great, but not bad,
tolerable. About 3:45 in, though (the song’s 6:05 long), the thing
really takes off. Before, the singer and the band hadn’t really been
doing anything memorable, but then an instrument (I want to say that
it's some type of synth [but what the hell do I know?]) starts playing
whole notes that almost sound like a melancholic choir, and you can
already feel something inside you starting to rise (if I weren’t such a
devout non-believer, I’d say that it was the soul), and then the lead
singer starts to sing If there's something inside that you wanna
say/Say it out loud it'll be okay/I will be alright, I will be
alright/I will be your light, I will be your light and he’s so full of
passion that you absolutely believe him. At the end of the first time
that he sings this verse, which gets repeated for the last two minutes of the
song, the other members of the band just put it all out there when
they sing “I need love” in semi-ragged harmony, and you believe them,
too.
Here’s what you do: get yourself some really good speakers for your car
and then crank them as much as they’ll go, get the car going really
fast (it’s probably a good idea to do this only late at night, and then
probably out in the country), roll down your windows so that the wind
is whipping into the car, and sing along as loudly as you can to the
last 2:20 of this song. Don’t worry; if your speakers are loud enough,
you won't even be able to hear yourself, or the wind. Keep playing that
last 2:20 over and over, and sing along, sing until your throat hurts.
Keep singing.